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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
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| Time: | 8:56 pm. |
| Mood: |  embarrassed. |
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over it. over you all.
it would be awesome if i never had to wake up again.
im not meant for this...
'still alive, wishing i was dead'
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
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| Time: | 5:58 pm. |
| Music: | doy, bayside. |
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this pretty much sums life up as of right now.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and......
I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes.
Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless?
Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and......
It seems that when I ran away from my past all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back.
And now I think it's time that I realize self pity's meaningless.
Though I'm 10 feet deep,
I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me
But now I realize I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up. Or the next band that would change my life and it changed my life.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me
im in a band, have a girlfriend, and still cant be happy with life. my job is killing me, i need out. i need money, and cant seem to get any...
wtftw
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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
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watfg: no, i still dont like aids
danceazcdo: hahahahaa
danceazcdo: its not that bad
danceazcdo: i mean i got it from the different end of the spectrum....dated a heroin junkie
danceazcdo: but its not bad
watfg: so you have aids, and still wont let me get in them guts?!
watfg: you just let me know when you are desperate...
danceazcdo: maybe if u didnt call it 'gettin in them guts'
watfg: ok, how about this one...
you have aids, and still wont let me thrust my man-rod into your juicebox of passion?!
danceazcdo: eeww
danceazcdo: i just puked
watfg: hahahhah
danceazcdo: i should keep u around
danceazcdo: instant bulimia
danceazcdo: ill lose so much weight
watfg: pssh, you think thats bad, ive already got your diet plan mapped out
danceazcdo: im so fat
danceazcdo: im losing 15-20 lbs
watfg: wake up in the morning to my sweaty, hairy, naked body thrusting deep inside your freshly awakened being. while you puke into the bathtub, i take my morning shit, and make you inspect it for any signs of ulcers. as a lunch substitute, you will recieve many oral protein injections. and for cardio after cooking me dinner you cry yourself hysterically asleep, all the while anxiously awaiting the opportunity to relive yesterdays horrors, and try to outproform yourself so you can get a gold star for the day.
watfg: hahaha, i sure do fucking rule...
danceazcdo: hHAHHA
danceazcdo: omg dreww
watfg: i think this is going to have to go into my LJ...
danceazcdo: hahahaha
danceazcdo: u still use ur LJ?
watfg: and you arent fat.
watfg: no, but this is LJ worthy!
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
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i havent updated this thing in a real, real, real long time.
dont have much to say, except that i watched a guy die last night.
that shit was bananas, b-a-n-a-n-a-s.
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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MyHeartCrysBlood: Kissing you will never get old
watfg: uhm, what?!
MyHeartCrysBlood: Hah
MyHeartCrysBlood: Wooops
MyHeartCrysBlood: God bless sidekicks
watfg: hahahahahahahaha
watfg: thats going on my LJ
MyHeartCrysBlood: Fuck you
MyHeartCrysBlood: Hah
MyHeartCrysBlood: Damn man
MyHeartCrysBlood: Harsh
hahaha, thats a real big WOOOOOOPS
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Monday, November 7th, 2005
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so last night i was working the front door, and i was standing outside. it was a little chilly so i figure ill step back inside real quick and just look around, get a yoohoo or whatever, and 3 black dudes walk out, so i tell them all the same shit "see yall in a few days" or "keep it gangster" or some shit like that. about 10 seconds later 6 shots. right where i was standing less than a minute ago. fool got shot in some major artery and was in shock in less than a minute. the paramedics said if people hadnt applied pressure the dude would have bled out in less than 2 minutes. every customer was trying to help the guy, i was outside like a dumbass watching the car drive away, trying to get any kind of description. then i realize im acting white, and thats how white people get shot. so i went back inside to see the pandemonium. girls crying, blood all over the place. people covered in blood. if i hadnt been outside when the dudes ran inside, i would have thought there were alot more victims with all the blood on people. the last detective i talked to said that there is less than 50% odds that he is living after all the blood loss. they said the best case scenario is the dude gets his leg amputated, but still lives.
just another crazy night at the titty bar i suppose...
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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i havent updated this fucker in a minute, so i figure ill do it now. life is shitty, but i should have expected it to be. work is alright, in a totally shitty kinda way of course. hmm, i think thats pretty much it. alex is in afganistan, so jake sleeps on the couch. hes dirty, so the house is dirty. because we all know how much i LOVE to clean. so somebody find me a wench to clean...
uhm, i got nothin...
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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bring everyone you know. with the retarded gas prices, bands need more money to stay afloat...
this is an awesome show, and if you are from out of town we will work on prices with you. if you bring people who dont usually go to shows, ill cut you a deal too, just ask for me at the front door if im not upstairs...
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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so i was trying to book 'in the crosshairs' for friday night. but even though i tried to book it 2 months ago, it was never put on the calendar. so in a last minute attempt to show some fucking amazing dudes a good time i am having an emergency BBQ at my house friday night. im going to be charging a couple bucks for food, all the money is going to go to the band. they will have all their merch for sale, so if you can, pick some shit up, ill probably have their cd playing while we are partying. i am going tomorrow to buy a grill and all the food, if you have any requests for food or drank, leave a message, or call me.
right now its lookin like ill have
brauts.
chicken.
burgers.
nu-castle.
jack daniels.
capt morgan.
call me up for anything, 520-481-2237
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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we practiced yesterday, only 1 person short of a full band practice. we need more equipment. im not looking forward to having to buy PA equipment though. oh well.
here are lyrics to the intro. still gotta fine tune them, but whats better than blatant tuffguy lyrics?!
i dont give a fuck where you come from - bitch
respect us or forget us, love us or leave us
if you fuck around we will bury you,
if you fuck around we will bury you face down in the ground,
it doesnt matter where you come from,
tucson is the city that youll run from.
you dont
know how we do
fuck a 4 on 1
weve got 8 slugs in the shotgun
fuck what youve heard
and fuck what you know
this is my town
and i run this fucking show
were not indiscrete,
we'll leave you 6 feet deep
OTS2005 - world domination.
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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Post a memory of me in my comments...
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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yeah its my arm, and yeah its real.
meat and potatos till the day i d-i-e.
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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BeautyinShadows: what are you doing tonight
watfg: not hanging out with you...
BeautyinShadows: boooooo
BeautyinShadows: I didnt want to hang out with you any way
BeautyinShadows: fag
watfg: then why the fuck were you asking me
BeautyinShadows: because I wanted to make sure to not be there
BeautyinShadows: duh
watfg: whatever
watfg: dont go to my show either
watfg: unless you plan to suck a dude in one of the bands off
BeautyinShadows: totally
watfg: whore
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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who knows what else the night might lead to. titties? beer? titties and beer?
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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| Subject: | im drunk. |
| Time: | 2:24 am. |
| Mood: |  im a winner, fuck you. | | Music: | whatever sounds best. |
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its 230, i gotta get alex at noon, im glad hes gonna be back. i actually ended things tonight. i have basically severed my ties. and in the words of someone wiser than i, i have finally "cut my loses". since this has taken alot of stress of me(so far), im gonna slow down on the drinking. im glad i came to this realization while i am drunk, but hey, whatever right. we are gonna see how this new job pans out, homefully well. i need to play in a god damn band. me and the captain make it happen. everyone needs to start introducing me to all your little sisters, its time to prowl to a new level of confidence and power. dont understand what im sayin? dimebonics, that nigga would know. suicide note 1 is playing, its makin me bummed, so i just took a shot for dimebag. now im listening to angel crew. good stuff man. i need someone to talk to, because if i dont have someone around, i just type random shit like this. like anyone really wants to read it anyway, right?
closing thoughts:i handled the shitty shit like a man, and im glad. i handled tonight like a man, and im glad. looks like i can finally call myself a man. a grown ass man.
DYING BREED dun dun dun dun
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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i call the shit like i see it, show me a pussy ill beat it, gimme some drink and ill drank it, then pull out my meat and ill spank it.
im not hiding from the truth, but im running from sobriety, ive got a head start lets see if capt. morgan catches me. keep shakin your head like you know whats best for me, but your the epitomy of whatll be the death of me. now im drunk and ive got the capt mappin and navigatin ive got the keys in the ignition im just sittin and waitin. sit down and shut up or its your life ill be takin, were runnin outta time and i got a lunch date with satan
i got more, just dont wanna spill all my beans, yanno?
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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im thankful for a few things.
im thankful that i spent so many years with a lying whore.
im thankful that so many people who i knew died.
im thankful for wild mountain chicken sandwhiches.
im thankful for my country being the badassest.
im thankful that i have gotten myself through everything ive had to go through at this point in my life, because ive proved to myself that there is no one in this world that doesnt have some higher priority than me. and that i dont need anyone.
im thankful for the new 100 demons, and the new full blown chaos.
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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Bush
· Clint Black
· Pat Boone
· Brooks and Dunn
· The Gatlin Brothers
· Reba McIntyre
· Wayne Newton
· Kid Rock
· Britney Spears
· Lee Ann Womack
Kerry
· Bruce Springsteen
· Dave Matthews Band
· The Dixie Chicks
· Good Charlotte
· John Mellencamp
· Pearl Jam
· Bonnie Raitt
· R.E.M.
· James Taylor
who is at all suprised by this? notice that the bush supporters are pretty much all people who love their country(most are country singers, who doesnt doubt that country singers love their country?) kerry supporters are all pussies. seriously, when dave mathews band is your best musical supporter, do you think your going to be at all suprised when you lose the election?
ive said it before, and ill say it again. i dont support bush, but i favor him over kerry. kerry is a pussy, and america wont be run by a pussy, never have, never will. if you disagree with what i say, thats fine, i dont care...ive said my piece and i stand by it.
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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and this another reason why...
http://www.homestead.com/prosites-prs/swiftvets.html
listen to michael savage, and learn something before you start trying to pop off about how "stupid" bush is. dont forget that we have 'checks and balances' to make sure he doesnt make any major calls on his own. id rather have an idiot for president than a lying pussy who spit in the faces of the veterans of vietnam...
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tired.
ecstatic.
drunk.
working.